Devastation

I'm not feeling so good today. I was very disappointed and hurt yesterday. I'm sure it will pass but I feel like I will never be the same again. I'm literally devastated. It times like this when I feel like I just don't matter. Please pray for me. I pride myself on being able to put myself in other peoples shoes and see their perspective and I do see that even in this current situation but it doesn't make me feel any better. Just so everyone else is happy, right? That's all I have to say for now.